Thu 23 May 2002 20:11
tomorrow is even more of a violin day than today.

thinking about job-- alternatives

and a recruiter emailed me, having found my resume.

If I could do anything what would it be?

Probably not design MSIs for windows networks.

but I wish I knew of a way out of the foolishness I now experience.

"amateur spiritual leader" why would anyone pay---

"personal coaching"

What would I most like to teach about?

Loving living.

personal growth (what is it?)

depression and misery as something that can be avoided.

indecision

how to live the best life.

time for learning

simple, low cost living for the purpose of " and time for loving

time for art

exultation of the low consumption, high practice practice.

letting people love people

letting people love

quaker values

libertarian values

relaxation
well-being
health

"Living the good life"

2002-05-23-1112
I'm sitting here-- hal's still not here. Working on a report of past research. And mind is drifting to my future, so, I may as well focus on it. Violin project. A big and exciting possibility. The sara project- how to best proceed--what sort of things would she most like to do together. I should express how important she is to me, and how I'd

was falling asleep, and now, have perked up significantly that I get to think about something I wish to think about. Why must I ...

, and how I'd like to do what she would like to do. Get her to talk to me more about what she might like to do. You know. the jump out of bed kind of excitement. I think we're both a little lethargic and subdued sometimes, which ...

you know. All I want to do is spend time with her, her presence and her body. and not leave. I'm really not particular. That does about sum it up.

work from others' motivations--hers.

as for commercial enterprises? Practice the violin.

:)
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