Sat 25 May 2002 20:12
playing the violin beats typing here. Not sure when/if I'll be back.
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Fri 24 May 2002 04:10
andrew Yaphe in my dreams (2nd night in a row?) again somewhat lovingly (as in two males who love eachother, but not necessarily physically).

2002-05-24-2148
although the homoerotic feeling was there--two males loving eachother but not to the point of wishing to kiss or have sex with eachother. so maybe not homoerotic?

I now have a beautiful violin.

I spent time with sara, enough to be enough.

I think it might be possible that I have life to the point where loving is but one aspect.
as in my entire being is balanced, vital, and healthy.

as in, especially thanks to this violin (a future, amazingly, I can love, ralize), When sara says she's excited about this summer, how she'll be off here and there and elsewhere, for weeks at a time... I can (though I paused) share her excitement, though I will, I believe, not go anywhere further than No. VA, if that. If I can ... then everywhere I go with this violin shall be my home.

as in, there are other things I can think of doing besides being with a woman in an intimate way... (not the case always?)

that's all! ...

I love (have been loving) sara's breath--cannot get enough of her that way.

I love how I said goodbye (though you might not). I can only take so much of this slothful lover slo-mo... So, she did her kissing thing,
and (I did too), and (I did my hugging thing), and she remembered the "Get rid of him" book (joyce vedral), thankfully, and then

she knew I should go home instead of stay and eat with her... though I was considering the possibility, but not being pleasant about it (terse)

and, then did an attempt at a ritualized handshake, like I've tried with peter, and maybe carmen...
that is such the way I wish to say goodbye

not romantic/poetic, however we had done enough of that-

but, yeah.

You'll be back someday!

love.


the silence of so much time spent with another.

the violins.


o last of the mohicans




o sara health insurance: img global, thompson financial. dancespace center.
o you don't have to go to florida. Life is short. I don't recommend my way of life to everyone, but I stopped doing things I do not want to do a while ago, because I know I'm dying



o violin project. recc store: 1800 816-4424 68.20/3 moths. appt.
o fix room page on web
o buy newstart cookbook.
o gregory has room. Call jun 3. Gregory Newson Designs. xx st nicholas place. 212 926 xxxx. gregorynewsondesigns.com gnewson nyc.rr.com $100/week.
o mark--> phillip told me-> $455/mo + utils. 152 &bwy.
o call liz xxx-xxxx rbsp info 11-730
o go to met pool

o rbec sorry to laugh
o add kata intro.
o lift weights
o xerox kata outline
o put in duration calculations between entries:
eg: two hours later...
three months later...
to emphasize the passing of time.


one day before,

three years ago...

1 day ago

one hour, three minutes after previous entry.
one hour, three minutes before previous entry.
two years, 1 month ago


 
Script can calculate and add to top of entry like it adds the date link.

o get someone to look at head.


Manhattan, Upper West Side, quiet, nonsmoking room wanted by 26 year old male, no pets, researcher at SUNY School of Optometry, must be near 1 train above 110th street, $450 or less. Call (917) 362 1202 or E-mail cleath@j9k.com.

o call frank re room

o change work address to work address.
o change cell phone address to work address.
o social vitality issue still not addressed? politics, still not addressed?

o update room sometime when site is up.
o retake GREs? practice? Which session? Cost?
palette
http://www.ai.mit.edu/projects/cog/
http://www.cs.bham.ac.uk/%7Eaxs/cogaff/simagent.html
examples:

o erin? going to memorial day?

o renew brk lib book

o post signs

o Wednesday 15th May, 7-9pm
Discreet
12 West 21st Street, 12th Floor
212 338 8000
Bronx or Brooklyn, share wanted, can pay up to $350 to $450. Call (718) 209 4238 or (646) 418 4820.
Private ad - New York - New Today


Bronx, Hunts Point area, room wanted by mother with child, also willing to cook and clean, no brokers, looking to pay around $300 to $350. Call (917) 523 2196.
Private ad - New York - 11 days old


Brooklyn or Queens, room wanted by May 15th, commuting flight attendant, must be in JFK Airport area near subway, quiet, not home often, $350 or less. E-mail tgreen2201 aol.com.
Private ad - NYC Print Edition, National Web Edition - 7 days old


Brooklyn, Brooklyn College area, moderate size room with window wanted by feminist/lesbian/ writer/BC student, prefer to share with female students, I work weekends, up to $300 including utilities. E-mail seclusion69 yahoo.com.
Private ad - New York - 11 days old


Brooklyn, Queens, Staten Island, share wanted by male, 41, coming back to NY after a cool vacation overseas, will share with friendly person, male or female, starting June 21st, serious replies only, up to $350 per month. E-mail sam_ny go.com.
Private ad - New York - 7 days old


Manhattan, Bronx, room wanted, female with friendly trained dog and sweet cat, need a home immediately, can pay $400 to 500 per month. Call (347) 526 0511 or E-mail jenbellas aol.com.
Private ad - New York - 2 days old


Manhattan, Harlem, 125th to 155th Street area preferred, room wanted by female, in apartment, house or brownstone, can pay up to $360 per month, must accept SSI as I am on disability. Call (718) 295 1052.
Private ad - New York - 11 days old


Manhattan, Upper West Side, stable room wanted by 24 year old male flight attendant, need for April 25th, no smokers, pets, parties, drugs or brokers please, maximum $400. E-mail pennington_biltmore hotmail.com.
Private ad - New York - 11 days old


Manhattan, private room wanted by quiet, sane, respectable working female, privacy a must, you should have a job and a life, will pay $300 to $550. Call (917) 251 0599 or E-mail coachdrivernyc yahoo.com.
Private ad - New York - 11 days old


me:
Manhattan, UWS, Harlem, Bronx near 1/B/D train. Seeking quiet, non-smoking, long-term room, $400 or less, by July 1. Me: 26, research assistant at SUNY Opt., male, no pets. 917-362-1202 room@j9k.com http://j9k.com/room

Hansborough

134th St. bet. Fifth & Lenox Aves.
(212) 234-9603  25$ 9-7:30
75' x 35' x 9'
6:30PM-9:30PM
sat: 10AM- 1:30 PM

Carmine Street
Seventh Ave. South & Clarkson St.
(212) 242-5228
95' x 47' x 4'

Monday - Friday 7:00am - 10:00pm
Saturday - Sunday9:00am - 5:30pm

--
2-3 words) and ad text (up to 250 characters).

ROOM WANTED $400/mo or less

available July 1 or before

for .5 - 2 years

Me: 26, quiet, studious, non-smoker, no pets, employed as a half-time research assistant at SUNY Optometry.

Seeking room in quiet, non-smoking place

small, unfurnished room w/ window is fine

preferably (not absolutes):
    
    near
        Riverbank State Park (137 & riverside)
            or
        1 or A/C/B/D trains
            or
        other low-cost swimming pool (Hansbrough rec center?).
            or
        large park.  (I swim & run)
        
    with
        at least 2 other people
    

possibilities:
    I am also an artist whose medium is movement/dance and a web site and life. I would love to live with some creative (generally quiet), inspired people.
    
    I'm currently researching affective computing. I'd like living with programming/computer/robotics enthusiasts.


I'm straight & white. I don't have a preference regarding the sexual orientation/race/ethnicity of those I live with.

I currently live at 137th & Riverside.

917-362-1202
cleath@j9k.com
resume: http://j9k.com/cv


Pictures?
web site?
j9k.com/room

spanish version.


dream about ideal place to live.
put in loot.


problem with NJ is additional transportation cost.


o what is web site uptime?

o make appt with CUNY grad center cs to talk about

o call room rental place.
    --getting worried?
    
Manhattan, 153rd Street, room availble May 15th, near A, B, C, D trains, female preferred, light, gas included, 10 minutes from Midtown, first, last month's rent in advance, $400. Call Pam (212) 662 9572.
also go by columbia again.

o call frank
o start calling about bronx rooms near the 1.
o the ucsd neuroscience training program.
o opera java
o study emotionswork closely with programmers
imaging brain? i am a programmer.

o the Happiness purpose
--get at resrch lib
queens.

o nys tax form if queens
Central Lib Social Sciences
158 D
ADTRADEPBK
Available
North Hills
158 D


Central Lib History Collection
920.02 G
m-f 10-9 s 10-5:30, su, 12-5

By Subway

Take the 6th Avenue IND Line F train to the 169th Street station. Walk towards the rear of the train to stairway leading to 168 Street exit. Use exit marked SOUTH side of Hillside Avenue.

When at street level, walk south along 168 Street two short blocks to 89 Avenue. Turn right and walk two blocks to Merrick Boulevard. Turn left onto Merrick Boulevard. The Central Library entrance is between 89 and 90 Avenues.

OR...

If the 8th Avenue IND Line is more convenient you may take the E train to Queens. Get off at the Archer Avenue Terminal at Parsons Boulevard (last stop). Walk towards the front of the train and get out at the easternmost exit. Walk north to Jamaica Avenue. Turn right onto Jamaica Avenue and walk east to Merrick Boulevard (about six blocks). Make a left onto Merrick Boulevard. Walk north one-and-a-half blocks. Queens Borough Public Library's Central Library is situated between 90 and 89 Avenues.

You may also take the J or Z train (weekdays only, 6:30 a.m. to 8:00 p.m.) to the Archer Avenue Terminal, Parsons Boulevard Station. Follow directions above.


o cut hair.
o books in queens.
o medicare/aid fraud- 611 w137st #xx and 5x?
o Everything on this site that is not copyrighted by someone else is freely distributable and modifiable, for profit or not. A reference to experienceartist.org must be visible on the derivative or copy.
about page
o joanna leaving the 17th, returning the 28th@3pm.
o mailto: s to images.
o Record expires on 2002-09-29 11:34:31+10
o hal is gone first two weeks in July---
    --last week of may first of june
    --can I be gone then as well????
    --don't really want to stay.

things do come to one when sitting in silence.
o jennifer mondino
212 353 xxxx
jlm302 nyu.edu
o carfree.com
o death of the automobile.
o carfreestateproject.org
o Wednesday May 15th
manhattan lp - jason sorens freestate project-- guest speaker.
7:00 PM
Kennedy's
327 West 57th St (between 8th Ave & 9th Ave)
o download tori amos.


o back this up, split into new.
o consider template more.
o what are the most valuable things humans should be aware of. How should they come to be aware of them? <- consider.
How, in fact do people come to be aware of things/ways of thinking they value being aware of?
How does one assess the effectiveness/valuableness of an awareness?

o ready to leave at 3pm Friday.

o the cloud of unknowing.-- find out.
o cs programs. ADU
o joanna, other books.
o move to brooklyn/staten island?
o about this site:
    to have copyrighted work removed from the publicly available parts of this site, use the email below and specify the ID of the entry, e.g., 2001-01-01-0021, and the sections you wish to have removed. Use a DTML-IF or similar, and a cookie...
    
o I am a builder. per psychologist $200
o tax form for residency
14 titles:
a bhoe due may1 2002 may 19
essent kw "-> may 19
one taste "-> may 19
g & g   " -> may 19
col w of kw due 5/6
mar of s s  5/6
col w of ky due 5/6
col w of ky 5/6
col w od kw 5/6
col w of kw 5/6
col w of ky 5/13
weimar due 5/6
life we are give 4/29-> may 19
reme of th 5/9

o "My entire being is balanced, vital, and healthy."
        ->write on pieces of paper like that frail, weak, cringing woman at MSC.

o spacify.py needs to replace ampersands!!!!
    o and can avoid replacing < & > around </i> etc.

o no more than 400/month.
o use cd to install linux-- or freebsd--- or something else?
o lib books 29th brooklyn may 16
was working on navbar formatting and on script to html-ize my plain text.
this pm?
computer science?
room for rent?
reading/ or more on web site?


o on web site- fix links to entries-- a good number to have to fix, unfortunately., but the last time.

o DOWNLOAD FOR OFFLINE READING LINK!
    --for item in dir
    --dtml-var item?
    --take that file and zip it.
    --access to zip function on freezope?

o prb: spacify program does not work on unix files--different newline strucutre. /cygdrive/c/python22/python /b/spacify.py notes2
o css - page three column/two column--zendai? zopehost
o on web site: kyle letters. Additional old writings.

o on web site, there should be downloadable text of original journals..
o so that others will not have to read them on the site.. zipped, etc.
in addition to the many small files, have the ascii
o lightening dean koontz

o thank peter karl
o city college comp sci masters.-call & housing.
o being group hs on main docs page <dtml-var>
o online cs programs.


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PERIOD LOG
2002-04-28-1753
wow, I didn't think this would work so well?
(1) I see this place, this neighborhood where I live now, the time beginning when I moved into this room.
(2) I see Joanna, the time beginning when I was ending spending time at the dance studio, and when she arrived.
(3) I see this computer, and my very recent change in how I think of my relationship to it/to software/to what I do with it.

I want to comment, though not supposed to that (u's and f's on this keyboard aren't working well) that scope seems so limited, ignoring expansive horizons of geographical space.

try 2:
just a feeling of quietness and peace.

2002-04-28-1919
details.
start: even before moving to 137th st.
in brooklyn, in room, peace, quiet.

since then:
new job,
moving,
cunysoc app.
bev, peter, nathan, orly, crissy, ed, anthony, carmen, joanna, sara(h), dana, visits home, hal, yoga at work.
mod soc theory, wilber, george & ?, alex grey, Dee Hock, etc.

times square in the freezing cold
runs with nathan.
talks with anne-emotions of that interaction, insecurity.
emotions of carmen interaction
dance experiences.
walks
even earlier- 9/.. and walks with peter and urban.
camps on staten island

striking experiences? dreamer vision. Joanna, beauty of RB state park,
peace of the pool edge.

post joanna subway ride.
post-dance class/etc, nice feeling.
sleep.
the beats on the slanted vent cover at columbia.
the bible students
the protesters.
rachael.
night runs
tenniscourt dance.
etc..



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