Sun 09 Jun 2002 21:15
s' brother

temperament

the guru within

I wanted to have sex with you, if the little kids would just go away

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someday I'm going to want to hold, hug you and sob, and it's better if there's some balance

worried now about her mask, emotions, and poor memory.-

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her time of depression few/couple months after being dumped by first bfriendsophomore year college. she wasn't used to having someone love her, smother...
I was 19 stupid to let one person be able to destro

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my aspiring personal growth guru

If, and if, and if,...
we keep--
you come--
I do--
what I'm saying is if you'd like to promote me in level of meaning to you, let me know.

and kovax v. otr, saunders? bernie?


--
I wasn't comfortable. glad when you left.

hurtful

to not idealize relationship experience-

idealization of relationship experience will kill both, if the bad is not seen as the bad.

are you coming with me?

garden.

not good with money

this time is worth so much more to me than

because we can talk about it, we can do it right.

Should we?

we could do this all day.

leche

not good at keeping up with people.


wilber contemplation,
lack of commitment avoiding deadness,
but the most intense
require commitment.
the intense emotions around Treya Wilber's death

me following the walking in hands-

do I hold your hand too much?

no, it's really good-

I only do it not very much (me to asia)

your feet are so small.


should we?
before I leave?
probably not right now-

The both married to others framing

it doesn't matter who-

the color in the smell-

love

playing, lifts, spinning-

leg balancing. balance

sleep


margaret-


illegal to use cellphone w/o handsfree

demi, des, and the punishment of children a miller

2202
go-
love


do you think about sex with me [?]

oh yeah-


depends how many clothes you have

shut up


You don't have to c-

show me now next time

I don't want to just leave d-

o.k.

--
I like my skirt


real estate

its o.k. I can come there

cumming quickly

that's o.k.

it was great today

yes
it was


you're a good dance teacher


breathing
expressive sensual

the best time

and in between


Now I'm thinking about margaret- dinner-
I shouldn't
.