Sun 09 Jun 2002 11:12
for variety and challenge, I've started wiping with

tired and spearm-soaked and this

place reeks of

used to reek

wass reeking of J's perfume

what was she thinking? Or was she

and now reeks of

Nothing extraordinarily titillating occurred

except further intimate discussion

like two kids on a camp-out

with interesting perversities that make it different from that

yeah I guess it bothers me when you talk about -

sb affair

affirmations

babbling yet capturing something significant?

what is she teaching me?

that beeping noise is the emergency brake cover (high pitched wail)

the police are telling him to put his clothes back on.

she was late (related to delay last time, can't think of other examples)

why?

I don't get it.

Is it

nevermind

we both can say whatever we feel.

although I so much more question her orientations/beliefs than she mine?

in questioning hers I define mine?

schank's telling stories, attempting to say in words. scripts. which can be fit or not.

J's ken.

J's orchid.

J's stories.


and that she does draw things out of me- not necessarily pleasant (like anne last time), or my thoughts about her thoughts about her future, which relate to my thoughts about my future.

Her roommate not saki, but kiko? Like that painter with the dark eyebrows that join? The green ish paintings that seem 3-d,

so thin. from rural japan.

That kid Dimitri?

Sara, what do you do if kids ask to play your very expensive violin? (Mine is less than 1/8th the price of yours?)

Practicing happy birthday for margaret benner, the guy above sticking his head out the window and liking it. Me still being nervous playing for her over cell phone. [mom's idea]

need more songs. The guys and the cook-out. All joanna's neighbors for only 5 more days :(

before, at work.

the conv on the subway. I should go backpacking if laid off. I could never travel alone.

the hispanic man reading in english religious pamphlet on parenting, with his s.o. next to him. both dressed up in a non-glamorous, simple way.

the amish 20y/o ticketed for not displaying the triangle on rear of carriage in PA, and his whole group now doing the same, with more tickets (using grey reflective tape and red lanterns). They will move if PA judge decides their freedom of religion is not important in this respect. Ordnung, not wearing signs.

work.

what am I doing with a woman who wears perfume that I can actually smell?

sleep and eating.

god!

today. peace, myself. if s then I don't know. but now. peace, myself.

if s i don't know.

words in note book.

chipped tooth still troubles, but appointment moved to later because and some other devels.

c.o.s remains found [chandra]

read found n.p. one eve last week.

read news on inet too much.

skakel's masturbating in tree story.

to go to sleep. I had trouble my mind would

drunk every weekend as freshman.

sister (middle) got me out, said you're stupid.

alice miller

do you masturbate? r does

to help her sleep

thanks, no, now I'll

anne could use some tips.

the press makes us aware of and afraid of the uncommon extremes makes them exist more in people's minds whether the events are prevalent or not.

does it create a more fearful world? if so , so what.

moshe bar's daughter foo. I don't plan to be a particularly good lawyer.

zope news, zope prods.

I do too?


on to-
1150

the amazing young programmers. law good for old. andrea.. should be a sport.

working hard on projection of spun slanted line on thursday. Perhaps got something..  3-10pm

mollie conv, mollie visiting,
these are my relatives...

when will they be too much? not actually relatives
.