Mon 24 Jun 2002 20:36
cried on phone to mom sometime in may of 1995 (folk life--sara betts day)
when I went back for spring break that quarter off, sobbed to mom?
integrate being history with main journal entries since its time anchors are so helpful?

o buy 1541 and cable for attaching it? look on ebay? for both? and deal with emulators?? [to get data off c-64 paperbackwriter disks]

when will you get on with the future?

spending so much in the past...

if I don't study my mental history I shall repeat it ?

not liking reading writing and seeing writing discovering the same thing years earlier, wishing to avoid that?

some people have picture albums?

improves access to range of emotion?

interesting to see changing [remaining the same] way of being/focus?

to remember I once was different?

to present a self that -
to present a record of a self?

to remind myself of solutions to problems I solved?

to collect my creative journaling to be able to more easily find [and note/mark] what is good in it?

to allow other people to be able to know who I am without having to wonder or to ask me?

to give an example of a sort of open communication that can expose and assist in the resolution of societal and individual and interpersonal problems?

because a voice told me to, that day?

because I love kyle?

because the sky is blue? oo - oo -   oo-oo-oo- oo - oo - oo

because I love sara?

because I want to fuck sara?

because I'm sweating like a pig?

because I wish to lose some more body fat?

because I don't want to fuck sara? (not like that)

today, was so beautiful

belle meditating furtively at flahe point

jon j park

as i eat jack mackerel

death is not far off!

ahh-

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unschool



when shall I stop and work on future proj? when only emails are left to add?


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tomorrow, now, remaning images are dated. Install them.
then,

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