Tue 25 Jun 2002 17:29
nice
winter
two days work just fine
c-64 data recuvery project has begun
sun, monday, today(?), choose not to practice violin
girl, little on train so cute, learned mannerisms, how
www.nycwireless.net now bryant park wireless, free
freezope.org, so impressive, and free
zope itself doing well, good choice to have associated with
for the most part, feeling efficient use of time
maintaining focus.
not health/eating/other issues.
aside from wrist, which has improved.
eyes, as well.

'because I want to fuck sara' has been reverberating

excited about chinatown bus adventure (finding to dc)

wondering if present contentness would exist as it does, even if I did not have sara past and possible future interaction to consider.

I have not been actively thinking of her, but perhaps there is an effect, somewhat subconscious, providing a base for my present contentness to be with myself?

Not just that, if that, but I think also, when I finish the ws project, I envision myself working in a way which will bring me into contact with many interesting people (advertising vitality training/not counseling (whatever)). Selling vitality and love of life.

Adele's name is not Adele, it is andrea! is andrea the one who almost followed me into the men's locker room the day I first said hi to her?

Some [black] guy leaped up shortly after I sat next to him on the subway, I think expressing alarm at smell (interpreted as mine), as I was not feeling especially stinky, and the woman next to me did not seem to share his alarm, I tried not to take it too personally.

Recent conversations with bob, rebecca, peter, parents, dana, and on and on [swimming pool friends, liz - to pursue if I ever get too lonely], probably also provide a ground for enjoyment of solitude. Brief interactions with Joe, Anne, and william, and possibly even cats as well.

And hal, and tom, and Junior (bryant park security guard).

I was not especially energetic while swimming this am, and got out before an hour, caught up with the question of whether star commander (file utility for interfacing with commodore disk drives) works on windows nt's dos shell.

a black man in a jordon costume was doing the playground circuit. I thought, "he couldn't have gotten muscles like that from doing those exercises"
who knows. I feel somewhat spindly compared to my weighlifting days, but remind myself that the cirque du soleil performers doing the tricks I would want to do were not the bulky ones.

still, there is quite a good case for weights, from the study mentioned in _the life we are given_
to
the picture of frank zane at 50

the commodore 64 community amazes me.

quite possibly I would play the old text adventure games, should I succeed in getting my emulator working...


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