Tue 27 Aug 1996 10:00
8/28/96 Wednesday.

I want to, and if you hit it close to me, I expect I can.

This morning was loud, and it is difficult to keep the quiet, and there needs to be the. The question of noisy high heels has not been one for a while.

The issue was one of perception and externalization, one minute left, if you have the motivation it does not matter. If you have the time yourself, it matters little, the vagaries of meaning.

So if I say you're dying, or you're loosing, how much do I effect the environment? There would be little reason to say that, and a poor example, and so on.

It is possible to have too little time. And the rate at which we run, this is the normal situation. I will have to leave this place because the airplanes make so much noise, and I hear in the background the high pulsing tone of construction and the throbbing vibration of a generator or engine. Another plane.

It is sad that the time I take, that how I think, that the pace at which I do these things is considered slow. Another plane. I expect that this is fine.

Perhaps you can help find a place that is pleasant, where people live also, without walkless roadways or barking dogs.

There is an aura.

And I do not want to go inside.

I say Kristen again this morning, and she is quite amazing, her hair without her hat, and herself, sometimes a mask?

And Gordon looking well, like a prophet, or at least eccentric, dishievaled another plane but not affectedly so.

disheevaled

And them all.

With Carolynn yesterday, many people, I rode the ferry, a fast ferry across the water to Bainbridge Island, I heard my parents once lived there. Another plane. Another piece of trash.

There were people playing music on the ferry, and it is moving to see the water and the land and the houses go by so fast. There are people on the ferry, and they look nice, and with time.

I was able to talk to Another Plane Carolynn, and we got to her friend's House. Sue David ben, and two dogs and one cat, yes a little sad. Ben is beautiful,

There was something that happend I do not remember what it was. It is nice to see a mother, Hilary, Sue, it is nice to see a young and beautiful mother, even more, Mollie,

And she said, ben helps her slow down.

10:24 There is a certain amount of un Another Plane, feeling going on Time is 10:24. in the tradition, well, in the image.

We spoke about communication. The question of universals, as to what are the basic aspects of the conciousness of a human

She mentioned that not all may develop the same, physical differences, Leonardo

And she asks the question of, what about the artists, what of genius.

I won't try to fix mozart or whomever.

What are the greatest aspects of each person's humanity, what is commone among the genius and the another plane, and the question.

I believe these people were another plane, expressing something

And I see it in a lot, or I imagine, and it is different ways of getting out,

I say it is meaningless, that is why we paint, that is why

So she asks, A chainsaw, weedeater, dustblower now and two planes, one jet, one prop, time is 10:42.

She asks what of production, and I guess I ask why could I not do this forever.

I know the most important thing I do, is focus myself, in this way, and I think, bring people together in this way,

I have a very simple thing, and that is yourself, another plane, and that is yourself.

I have a very simple thing, and that is, you create all your meaning. Another plane.

hell.

It is all you. And you are inseperable, insignificant, and meaningless as an individual entity.

How can you believe any other way, another plane.

And you need to mean with other people, as Carolynn, another plane. needs to be with the people working on what she works on.

Human.

The time has come, where I have enough people, I think, another plane, to keep me busy.

WRite Dick McKormick about the the planes and lack of picnic benches on campus.
and a big covered place, outsided

Where I have enough people. I once thought there could never be too many to know, but I see time, and I feel time. needing space -plane-

There is an aura, as people walk by, some see me, if I watch or if I don't. Anyways, plane.

time is 10:52

I can relate more normally to people, women, now that I think I know some with whom I can do things and whom I think will be around.

I saw amy and rebecca before carolynn showed up, and it was good to see -plane- amy and Rebecca, a little distant, in her words, in her speak, she was getting books for a history of the middle east, an art class, and another. Plane. She is an honors student and she's doing the work.

It's good to be an honors student because, in the sciences, you are with a group of other people, and you get to know them well. Plane. Letty Coffman.

I saw a woman the other day plane, and her face, showed me someone and I don't remember who. It is one I'd like to remember.

I think of Adar, but do nothing, Busy, time
plane.

So could there be too many people? What is it that I need to do? It isAnother face, plane, I try to rember, It is the computer labs you know, I see them, I remember her now, and I see her mind and enthusiasm as beautiful, but still not the other.

plane.
11:02

So could there be too many people,
Like Carolynn, I need a few.
To have a number, is, in a way, to sacrifice depth which. plane. is necessary

Depth is the only progress in any interaction, and it can only be present, it can only be depth in the present. We are creating new experience plane. and it is the quality of the experience we remember.

What makes the quality of experience. It is the intensity, in a way.

So what is it that I need to do? Plane. That is communicate well, what the focus is, Plane. The focus is.

People. She said

Just Plane. be aware of that and that is all, You.

So I thought what I could is refocus a lot of philosophy the right way, and to try to make philosophy, no not that,

but just communication with self and other Plane. and how the meaning, and beauty and intensity is made to exist. Creating experience.

The art of living. the Art of experience, the Art of meaning

How is the intensity made to exist? How is the intensity made to exist.

Plane.

And this is what I can do, and what will you learn?

write dunderwood about class.

David .plane. raved about Swarthmore. I know UW needs to change, but what was right about swarthmore, I should ask for his ema. Plane.

The mutable text.

And this is what I can do. plane

THe sound of the wind in the trees and leaves across the ground.

mutable form.

So I met amy and we were to talk about a book. plane.

Kristen.

As the crows play.

A dog bonding with human. plane

plane,

and I swear, maybe there's a prop too.

Kristen.

Oh, I was going to lookat what moore wrote on my paper.

I'm sorry to hear this.

no more plane counting time is 11:24

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I think you might want to read what Hilary Putnam has to say about the capan's Artworks (such as suns and lovers) have for expanding our repertoire of reactions, impressions and recognitions. This may be the book I'm asking for.

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Isaid, those all, those beautiful expreiences of existence, actually marvels at myself, marvels at what I am capable of appreciating, and amazement about what the humanity which I am a part of can produce, this moments all are nothing but an appreciation of myself.

he: No. theyare both an appreciation of yourself and something more-

he is relig, you know, maybe that's what he gets at.
someway^
pl.

I mention the human insignificance.
I say But there are reasons humans continue to live, and there is a way to focus on what, really, is most significant in our insignificance.

he sayd, right- so why not reject the bleak absurdist tone of the first part of this PH? and the first sentence of the next.

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I said, If we do not realize what art is, for what it is

isaid, Art and the appreciation of art leads no-where. That is correct.

pl

but is is a close second, and even so, a "perverted" diversion to the appreciation of people as art. Or, rather the apprecation of people as people.

I am afraid we need to order our world in language in order to act correctly

pl.

What is this.

Order our world in language, and that is be sure that the order of language and focus of language reflects the aspects of greatest significance.

pl.

to order our world in language, there's so much more to it than that.

this is so mixed up.

I go on thinking I can somehow make a little progress, spose I can, and then I stop and see the immensity of it all and the fundamental inablity of myself to see as any other.

In pencil he wrote a 3.6 on the paper. I do not know what that means,

Actually, it means nothing, and I hope to god it meant nothing to him.

pl.

though he could have shown it by either a 4.0 or a 0.

A for point o would have been more appropriate, but he cannot go to far to destroy the institution of which he is part and product.

..
K
I love you.
Colin.
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and so I do it too, always,
see you later.

pl.

Colin
11:41

46 planes since 10:24

36 min + 41 = 77 min

this is hell, I may as well be at the air port

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