Sun 29 Sep 1996 15:20
rent, UBRC = 290$

mm I'm tired. I've slept for a while now, about three hours. I slept a while last night also,

Becky says she sleeps alot, she doesn't know what it is,

Well, I think we all sleep, especially when we're tired.
especially when we're tired.

I went to church with Kristin today. It is good to see her. I like her. I think it's because she
likes me too, and we need. I need to know her well and be able to love her, and to feel that
she will be around for a while, like maybe I will know her the rest of my life. Same with
Becky, maybe Mollie too, I would hope David, but I don't know.

And Rebecca, I hope to be with.

It seems Kr is like a Sor girl, recovering. Own opinion, own mind, she is finding and
starting question, I think, only, not enough.

Why do i like her? Why did I at first? She communicates something, I m

Lise is too rarely seen, but I get to see Kristen pretty often, and this makes the difference, I
think, between very good friend and one I might see less often.

want to see r every day. i need to.

And Kristen shows me a lot about how things can be between people, shows me, a lot.

I have a paper to write today, I have slept, have eaten, and can write now. I would like to be
with either of these people. These two especially because I can hug them and be close to
them, and really should be most people, now it is these two only, and i need that
physical closeness.

It is so good when we can be so secure interacting, in that way. It is so good.
never let us miss.

love,
Colin

1035pm
I could just sit here and think about Rebecca. That is a rather foolish thing to do.
See, the work I could be doing, and finishing, would give me more actual, not imaginary,
time with her.

But still I like to Daydream for a while. I wonder how Kristen is doing. I wonder how I am
doing. Too bad I messed around with this paper for so long. For good reasons. I need to
show R the pictures. Well. Girls with two braids. And their sheep.

Um, well, there is a lot of craziness about all of this. Not sure what to do, but this is fine.
Guess it will play out. But do I say too much about Kr to R? Feel a little bad, no, they're
cool, and I'm wrong.

So what do you feel? So where does this go? it is so easy to get distracted from purpose
with all these W around. And Kr. for dinner, can I manage, and class switching tomorrow,
how much fun?

And sleep would not be a bad thing. What do you think? Oh I never think. Anyways, let us
get on with things. Never, never, let us play, like little kids, like kids, we have free time, and
ignore all that other, rational, work.

This is a fine time, though though, sleep, and I would like to go see her.
Well, too

good. Back to important philosophical, and vital contemplations. yawn.

Smile, Was that a Yawn?

should I go to church with Lynn sometimes?

She did tell me she let them know, I suppose, I do want to see Kristin Kristin again. Maybe
tomorrow. And I spect I will call her, because I do love her. Greatness.

All these.

Delirium, and years.

Improvidence. Foolishness,

Unthinking, worse, Unthinking for the people involved, I am afraid.

But, for a time, i find, my, attention,

is not, unwanted. Maybe you can say why.

why? I don't know why,

I guess because I feel, and know, when it is the ok time for me,

if not for her as well? exparinmn
I was not thinking.
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