Mon 06 May 2002 13:42
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http://freestateproject.org/faqs.htm
10Q. The Statement of Intent says that I should "exert the fullest possible effort" toward the creation of a minimal-government society, but I have moral objections to voting. Would the FSP require me to vote?

I need a plan
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2002-05-06-1829
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no plan is forthcoming.
who has no future
there are questions I could ask myself, but silence fills in

If I could do anything, what would I do?

I really will continue in this way until pain motivates change.

The Montreal trip-- reminding me of ideal day-- day in which I'm not working for anyone else. I get up swim/run, come home, eat, read/work/do whatever, then in p.m. run/swim, read/work/do whatever. Sleep, repeat.

It is nice to be able to travel to new places to have new places to explore on my morning/afternoon runs. But would still want access to books with which I occupy myself during the hours when the sun is higher in the sky.

Hal will be gone for two weeks at the beginning of July or June. Should I, too, go somewhere [or nowhere, as in not to work?] for two weeks?

Problem with current lifestyle is that commuting to/from work and time taken by 4hrs work gets in way of second exercise and eats up free time for the mind.

caught briefly considering writing a personal development column as a way to be able to move [travel] and still have income.


contemplating being homeless to save on rent-- but apparently a place to keep my body is still worth something to me.

so, we shal wait and see what manifests itself.


I was thinking that I should be off this assignment and onto a new place/means of living by september of next year (corresponding with school year).

but giving myself room to consider possibilities, I realize I may well run out my time at my present job.

So easy to sit here passively.

And certainly, I am quite content.

Though when I read of men like de Bono, I say, gee, there must be a way in for me to spend my time, all of my time, learning about new things I choose.

However, I quite like doing nothing.

Or is it that my enjoyment of doing nothing kicks in when having to

the thought of having to make up lectures/write up papers for some arbitrary academic purpose

always wishing to act from nothingness

from email to Joanna:

You suggest that emotions will not submit to thoughts about what physical intimacy could mean.

You also suggest that thinking physical intimacy could mean less could in fact make it  mean less, harming the experience of physical intimacy.