Sat 01 Jun 2002 10:24
I love how this is a script, which in quite a few cases now I've managed to recite the main points of, after having written it.

Leonard's 'deep intimacy'(?) and how the world does not end, and even-

Yes, Sara was there this morning, and I was happy to see her. She's great.

I love her.

significant obligatory psychobabble effected, at least on my

She is so hands off- phenomenal.

she likes _the life we are given book_ even after reading only part of the intro. Likes, "amazing how much reading just a little of something can change how you feel"

"How?"

...

"I say, oh maybe I can make this work. but then when I give that up it's much better."

"I've done that too."

even smell/clothes self conscious business. and did I say too much. I doubt it, and that wouldn't matter.

Earthfirsters.


Hands off meaning, "if you want to go out with other women and have a good time with them, I don't think that's bad -- that's good."

Can play, can love, this way.

"different things mean different things to different women."

I'm guessing that...


I've been slumping my lower back a lot recently.

finis.

mind fit.

baccabo bits--will they take me down (uncooked)?

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better to have them laugh when they see you coming, than be intimidated.

he was totally scoping you out.


a stone house in the forest. a rose garden. grandchildren. when I'm 70.

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need to do exercises even if she comes. make sure. she'll like it.


did I kiss you first?
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