Sun 02 Jun 2002 13:51
Nothing to say!

1506 half lonely half enjoying being alone..

1526 is working on this site really the best thing I could be doing right now?

Yes I said too much. But now I know not to say

there is no need-- there was a need, now satsfied, never to need to be a vocalised question again?

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relax. see this as a break from the violin.

1737 who needs love, and what kind of love?

in 7th grade I wrote my history homework definitions as rhymes! (pondering what would be involved in including them in this project).

to call or not to call

no one but yourself will let not feel empty.

to get it right. To know. Is to be complacent.

G-d!

G-d!

G-d!

back to the self!

back home!

back where...

only mine.

She would help, but only if.

ayhhh-

gnash.

to cry to whine.

No, this does not amuse me.

No, this is not funny.

Yes this sucks!

Yes it does.

Mini withdrawal.

Mini failure.

and life goes on.

With different priorities, your life would be different. But you have chosen to value this angstfulness. So, quit complaining about it!

fine, o.k.

ayhhhhhh!

What music goes with this?

ALW another suitcase another hall.

What music does not go with this?

quite a lot.

must I change the way... and not call?

that is so stupid! so stupid.

maybe just be zen, I'll do that. And let the leaves fall off the trees. So that I can walk through them, by myself.  !!!

Of course, we have our rules, and they work well (when you follow them), even if they're not optimal!

back to-

1903 carmen called me- thank g-d.

Is there some other way to not be so miserable? Or is this for good? No, it's simple. Have interactions with others to look forward to. Your present difficulty is that you have none that excite you. If you quit with the web site business, and get out running, you won't care any more and you'll be fine when you get back.

But for some perverse reason you wish to make progress on the web site. Hence... I'm almost done with what I wished to accomplish today, I think.


1925 Yay! Joanna finally called me back! O.k., we're only down two now (Liz, Sara).

2012 Done with kd section of oldhome00. More improvement can be done with access to the original hardcopy, but now it is time to move on to other images/documents/entries!


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