Thu 12 Feb 2004 14:06
wow. so, I'm at sdsu lab using qwerty to dvorak converter.
should I be out in sun under tree? oh, what all has occurred?
camille is not chasing, so that has gone over to the accompaniement of
blake's "song", byron's "we'll go no more a-roving", and so on. And I
was hacked when I updated my win2k here on tuesday, but I seem to have
the bad effects under control.... and didn't notice it because I was
bingeing on linux.... which I gave up on, due to such poor
configuration... screen issues manpage issues, terminal issues, the
killer was ctrl-w not working in mozilla.
so.The computer binge, and related sunflower (roasted salted) one, was
the latest reminder of regressive, obsessive tendencies.There was a tv
show on last pm around 2130 or so. The character, slim woman, funky
glasses, my sort of cute, overate if rejected and left imaginative and
obsessive phone messages. They did such a good job of showing me my
past self and present,,,... and no doubt others' .
And class today,,, the need to _not_ look through the language and
metaphor for meaning. The need to stage the poem. Cases were;
chapman's homer, the "song".
what eles? and sharing with farber his success in hitting hard that
tendency in me. and then him going on to deci and ryan intrinsic
extrinsic motivation, and mentioning alfie kohn. and the 1999
psychological bulletin.
ropes course facilitatir training looks like it will be a wonderful and
good thing. And now to end computer binge and read more. coleridge and
and .
and, earlier, getting into music, seeing violinist (basement of music dept--practice rooms)
and trying to read coleridge, and it taking time to get focused and into it (--"why am I doing this-- what else") and so on.
bye!
beautiful day
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