Fri 28 Jun 2002 12:11
healthy place is a good site
so what has happened so far?
I should get to work, but I wish to focus myself so I know what I'm doing and what's important.

New York: Citigroup Center, in the lobby, near the payphones, 153 E 53rd St., between Lexington & 3rd.

All meetings take place on the first Friday of the month. Unless otherwise noted, they start at 5 pm local time.

To start a meeting in your city, leave a message & phone number at (631) 751-2600 or send email to meetings 2600.com.

the 2600 site is proxyblocked.

the conference costs $50!!!!! I'm going to see pud!! (fuckedcompany.com)
at least I think I shall...

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so I'm going. and I'll be in DC the weekend before.
sara did finally call about going with her to staten island for her violin, we are strangers again now. That is the price for our kind of silence.

Tomorrow and sunday, I have more time, and left a message back for her, saying so.

I do wondering what's going on on her side of the glass.

most often I find it's nothing like what occurs here. Which is phenomenal. I'm learning perhaps to try to find someone of like empathy, like sensitivity...

yeah, maybe she did send a postcard and it didn't get here because over the cell phone the address didn't come through.

maybe.

So, I'll actually get to work now.

Then. I shall ponder things more in earnest. Or just work on my web site.
clearly other people are already doing what I was thinking of doing.

What do I have that is different?
My location, my physical presence.

So, I'll probably be thinking about what I have to offer. And maybe get something up on the 'for others' part of my web site/ further design an ad.


Perhaps tomorrow I will practice the violin again. I would wish to today perhaps, but I don't have it here, and I'm not going back early. (because sara's back?-- no drive to focus solely on ... because for a time, people are here)

My "welcome back" was so weak, but by the end I was reasonably upbeat talking about the goofy idea of watching music videos.

G-d, I don't think I can love someone like her. It is like loving a void. You love and your love disappears?

With this love, love of this site, of typing,
it's here, I can see it. It doesn't go away.

I have no faith that she would keep up with me even to the degree rebecca did.?

Yeah it is fun when I'm with her. And perhaps staying here by myself is a mistake.

That is what I'm here to do!

It's certainly possible that a more open communication of all these feelings with her, should it happen, would resolve it.

But that gets into wishing people would change, not having her as she is.

So, I didn't think I could love wandering with her to S.I.

this time is important to me.

that's all.

I want friends who don't disappear?

Jeremy of the marina, last name? I got it once...
saw someone who reminded me of him, maybe was him.
we had fun together.
He went to tabor academy, I think.

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Well,
I've spent the day doing not very much. Funny I should ...
work with c-64 emulators, but there's no gurantee my software paperback writer

2002-06-28-2312

Fri, 28 Jun 2002 16:42:21 -0700
From: cleath@j9k.com (Colin Leath)
Newsgroups: comp.sys.cbm
Subject: recovery of paperbackwriter files using c=64 emulators? or NYC help?
NNTP-Posting-Host: 136.223.48.3
Message-ID: <9fbc4488.0206281542.153be269@posting.google.com>

Hello!
I have what I hope is a working copy of Paperbackwriter 64 and some
old data diskettes for that.
I've ordered an xe1541 cable and a 1541-II drive
hoping that I can make disk images of all of these disks, run the word
processor and print the documents to a text file using the printer
emulation of one of the emulators (ccs64).

I realize now, however, I should have checked here first.
Will my plan work, or will I have to resort to getting a whole c64
setup to get at my old data?

Furthermore, is there anyone in New York City who might be able to
help me out (I'd spend $50 for the data conversion--I'd rather not
accumulate any bulky equipment).

I've noticed I've not been able to find any copies of paperbackwriter
or pocketwriter, although I've found tons of games, which has led me
to think I might have a problem either making a disk image of PBW64 or
emulating it, or both.

Thanks for your help!

Colin Leath
cleath @  j 9 k . c o m  please email me a copy if you think of it, as
I'm reading  using google.


Fri, 28 Jun 2002 20:18:16 -0400
Subject: Re: Hello!
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Dear Kyle,
I couldn't believe it when I saw "Kyle Decker" in the from box of an email
message!

I'm not sure how to write in a way that I like here, but,

You are doing great, and that makes me really happy.

That you love what you do, is wonderful, and that you sound well-
established in all respects from what I can tell (house, relationship,
career). Also did you know Ken Wilber and the Naropa institute are in
Boulder (I'm not sure how much you'd be interested in them, but KW is an
interesting guy)?

>companies like Nike, Intel, and many others, how to listen to their
>consumers. We do this through creative and alternative research methods. I
>love what I do, but constantly struggle with the fact that my career
choice
>is not a profession that directly affects change in the world. However,
for

It's hard for me to conceive of a profession that _does not_ directly
affect change in the world.

The people who have contributed most to my love of life are those who have
expressed love for living in what they're doing. (I could go on, but I have
a feeling you know this already). I suppose I do wish to do something
Mother Theresa-like also (but I don't know what that might be).

You can bet that the customers of intel, nike, etc. appreciate quality
customer service/experience.

>the time being I take comfort in knowing that by nature, I feel that I
make
>a difference just by the way I life my life - and the people that I come
in
>contact with.

Yes!

hey,
thanks for writing.

I think I've done well in an artistic sense (diverse experience wise), but
I've remained fairly well out of the mainstream, and while I've been able
to find ways of enjoying living in this society, I'm still working on
finding work which is personally meaningful to me.

I think I'm getting closer... I was going to better define the first step
of my next project this afternoon, but ended up sort of avoiding it. There
is still this evening... The short of it is I might be doing something
counseling-like, first attempting to work outside of the system, and if
that doesn't pan out, perhaps doing something more mainstream (e.g., social
work school).

Well, I'm not sure what to do now, but write again whenever you feel like
it!

<3
Colin

--
and valerie, 10am sunday for a stroll north.
and now sara, tomorrow sometime. Yeah its just that she's different that's all. Perhaps she'd take to particular instruction. But it's probably better for me to practice this sort of zenness (what zenness?) attempt to practice?

a mess! at least I get to meet lots of different people.

Sara is a character. And I am too.

Kristin and spooning, oh my g-d.
the jewish guys and their women in hats. oh my zeus! oh my no-god! oh my krisha, oh my buddha (pledge of allegence unconstitutionality rationale)!

Lightening bugs in central park. Beautiful women, beautiful people. Intrigued looks. Healthy Pleasures is not a store done right.

I'm going to a hacker convention!!! I guess, its not defcon, (appropriately in las vegas), wonder what the difference in crowds is. Beverly. Messing with mozilla.

Dena.

Scents of grandma ann's house from the bars. In the warm air the scents of people passing by travel better. The eyes of that one woman, are they real? I've seen them before? the black hair and the bluish eyes.

This morning a woman with beautiful purple color around her eyes, a black woman, beautiful colors, sleeping on a bench by the playground, beautiful until you realized what it meant.

every where you go.

the moms w/ strollers exercise boot camp.

the dancing frenzy woman by the halfshell.

the good actors with a horrid colonial revolutionary script.

fireflies in central park.

turtle in the pond.

henshead. filming.

this is my walk/run to and from home/work.

I love you.

I love this place.

Millions of beautiful people.

Summer.

Open patios of restaurant goers gabbing.

this is how I love them.

so many different characters of people, of men, and of women, of dogs, squirrels, ducks, turtles. [pigeons]

rats.

"he's threatening a woman! call the police now!"

andrea: if I could just stop shivering.

hannah smith.

dulce

sara

$100 for 128 megs more of memory for a machine that now goes for $700, is that right?

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It's late.

I have a lot to do

perhaps I shall progress in developing a service to offer the community.

tomorrow.

in my dreams tonight.

delirium.

sometimes fun to be awake , late at night, ones thoughts go where they don't usually (approximation, sara). Yes.

perhaps we could take a nap together.

Why does she wait? she needs to have time...

she's like a kid that's left home. You can't make her talk to you, but (ala Schank) be there when she does wish to talk.

And as for yourself. When you want to talk...

that's what you're for. computer, and generalized possibility of other reader.


I'm... I'm.. there's no...

I know. valerie.

she knows.

I suppose I was saving her.

Now not anthony for a while, but perhaps next weekend (all my friends (er friend) reappeared, and a new one appeared)

next weekend to virginia!

after that, with the hackers.

not much time with you know who then.

think 3-4 times faster than someone speaks to you.

poor posture from hunching.

voided mind.

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Kyle Dxxxxx.
What that name and person means to me.
the meaning content of that name.
.