Wed 03 Jul 2002 12:35
http://www.analogx.com/contents/about/ilove.htm

2002-07-03-2030
I'm on the chinatown bus somewhere between NYC & DC sitting next to Mehriban from azerbijan.

a chinese movie.

I may work.

sitting up.

sara.

doing?

fine.

2059 Yesterday was good. free from the bad part of sex.

bus babblings about future:

I don't nkow.

About selling ones self one's values, unusual as worth being taken on by others.

We will be advocating social change. Carfree living. Diet, exercise, and work approaches. Ways of living with others.

We will be presenting thoughts about the best way to live.

Just an out and out strategy listing? That can be very dry.

A focus on personal and social vitality. of indivs and of cultures. Of efficiency of providing experience of love of life.

What is the ultimate product, of life, of civil society? How can these aims be met?

Yeah, we will select for those with web access. To keep my costs down. Ishmael crowd.

What is the goal? Love of life for self. can you work that way?

Sara has such an awesome life.

she chose the violin because she'd get to meet more people than with piano (playing in groups).

she thinks in songs. a beautiful song was in her head when.. one she wrote (or may have).

dreams, I guess I'll have to say goodbye to you who ..
Maybe someday when I'm
I'll think of You?

g-d sara, tell me what your song is.

You're so special sara-

your music

sara.

I haven't chosen to be a violinist specializing in early music.

no phd, md, jd, will be tlemarketing, bussing tables.

you who took me to where I dreamed..

Let's go!

You know this transforming society business will ...

Transforming the bubble of society around me. Creating a market for myself.
ugly.

rather than fitting into one.

would you musician if you could?

no damnit.

transforming 1 at a time.

I am going to teach, what I have learned. I have something to teach.

Create your course, your communication.

or, just this aimlessness. no.

we're going to do something.

wild, because, what else is there to do?

personal and social transformation.

positive, not punitive focus.

You wish to experience more meaning, more vitality.

contact me.

here is what I'll do:

I'll work with you to help you achieve an experience of more meaning, more vitality.

How will I do that?

I come from a position of having created more meaning, more vitality in my own life.

At the least, I can provide an example that some degree of positive change is possible.

Furthermore, I am a responsive environment with which to interact.
You can ask me questions.
I can ask you questions.
If I sense you're doing something unhelpful to that goal, I can point it out.

You can find out a fair amount about me here, and decide if my values and orientation appeals to you.

Basically, we will be playing together to create the experience of loving living-- whatever that may mean for you. We are approaching experience as a medium directly.

What you should know:

helpful information to those seeking to improve experience of meaning/vitality.

why spend time with me instead of only the books I mention?

2145 I don't want to be a farmer, because I wish people to know about these ideas. I wish to tell people about these ideas. People who wish to listen.

Excuse me sir, can I tell you about something?

By being there when someone is ready to learn. A unique constellation of ideas, propogating itsel.

what is the game these people are playing? in the movie?

and the music-

like glamorization of card playing or pool.

funded by-

paying for information? service?

I have these ideas I want heared and wish adopted. So what do I do?

Propogator of ideas.

I collect interesting ideas, especially focusing on vitality and meaning of individuals and societies.

Ideas that help you.

There is, the idealist...

money?

localization of services.

I can customize for you like no website can.

What do you learn from a person's way of being? Mannerisms?

Think of presence..

what can you learn from being with a person that you cannot learn another way.

would I do phone work?

the act of advertising. Generating revenue for advertising so the ideas are heard.

Creating a culture in which the good ideas are communicated. In which personal space is used for advertising.

ash wednesday.

what do you stand for? value? Know.  maintain, preserve, expect. Harry browne, advertise.

vs. the wish to be unnoticed, to blend in.

be a part of .
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