Tue 25 Jun 1996 17:52

revising being- printing to-night I hope,
love,
Colin
there is interesting stuff
-later-
I have had it trying to write this thing.

Topics to be coverd: the nature of human.

life aware of itself.

Sun 23 Jun 1996 09:09

"The ultimate consequence of the idea that thought can only percieve in 
contradictions has found an even more drastic sequence in Vedantic 
thinking, which postulates that thought - with all its fine distinction - 
was "only a more subtle horizon of ignorance, in fact the most subtle of 
all the deluding devices of maya."

E Fromm, The Art of Loving, p 76, 
H.R. Zimmer, Philosophies of India, Pantheon Books, New York, 1951

Would I be doing this if situation were different, if girlfriend, if bunch 
of buddies- I think so.
Even so Is this like a huge personal ad? I don't think so.

cite Efromm

send it in, or not- its for yourself

the only need for a letter like this is to organize being experiments
so no gurantee more than one week

stop and cry

doing cures me, feeling I am doing something to take care of it lets me go 
on with the rest

what of disaster, intolerance, other annoyances.