Sun 30 Jun 1996 10:47
Don't forget reciepts,
and the whirring of the hard drive is annoying.
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Oh, the trackball jams sometimes - and now I get a whiff of someones cigarette smoke, and some more annoying music. Smokers suck. It's bullshit that even here I cannot get mostly fresh air. Cause I live on a hill and the smoke blows up. I guess I should write a nasty letter about smokers and asshole music players, right? Though I won't get much out of doing that because I won't exactly be loving when I do it. The only way to get away from these annoying people is to get away from them. It appears I will be too wimpy to ever to that unless I find some one to follow out, or someone who would go out with me. I will probably just spend my life muddling around with newspaper or computer jobs in cities or small towns, never really living with love with nature. I could handle, well I kid myself maybe, a city without smokers without cars without annoying base music. So long as there is plenty of green space. The only thing to do is work on my being letter and eventually, go global. maybe then I'll find someone who will stick with me? Really, I guess that's all I have to do. I really should stay in college though, because there are a lot of nice women here. But it's tough if they're the only reason. Jobs are fun, but I could never work one 40 hrs a week, I think. I am best suited to be a person of leisure who spends his hoplessly large amount of free un person occupied time typing pages of stuff people would never read. It's sort of funny- I type all this, but I doubt I would read anyone else's stuff like this. Actually though, if I knew the person, I think I might. If I wanted to get a better Idea of what the person is sort of like. good night, love, colin n forget receipts I think my mind has married Chris and I can never marry again. Moreover, I shall die a virgin, because of myself and she has had enough. sad.