Tue 03 Sep 1996 12:00
I didn't get to talk with my family, but I got to see Rebecca alot. I would like to talk with my family, but I guess I will wait until next weekend, maybe.

It is finally a rainy day in Seattle. It has been a long time. These days are nice to think about. There is a quiet mood, and the people are happy.

I got to see Kristen this morning. I think she was communicating acceptance but not attraction. She is the one,

But for all of these I have to prove myself first. Wrong. I have to be fine with myself. I am fine with myself past and present, but not future. Until I am fine with myself future.

Because science grad students get paid for their research. I wonder should I

That's right, I was going to write a book this break which would be published and make me money. It is a terrible thing to make money off reading when I don't think it is the best thing. I could make money from arranging these meetings, but, hmm, who would pay?

Oh, to be a janitor. I think she has the right Idea, to be a janitor. And listen to the rain.

I should let Sara know I will be down in Portland next weekend. I think it should
be fun, especially if we camp.

So I guess Kristen is gone, but she will be around

my feet are

randall plays a little soft music and it distracts me
I am so sensitive, to those strange sounds


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