Thu 11 Jul 2002 15:48
I am eating. am I overeating?

pages could be written.

"I love you"

what was horrible about today:
(Improvements which could be made)
sara found pits in fairway pitted olives (her leftovers-I found one in)

"I'll call you." (different thought train than header)

william liked the patÈ

sara likes the sprouts (soy, wheat, mung, french lentil) and the granola (newstart, no coconut)

opportunities for improvement, continued:
loss of small waterbottle due to lack of care in unfamiliar environment (john jay pool). different manner of exiting pool, managing belongings, partly due to not having lock (left, to save weight while running).

spearing gum with newstart crispy corn chips leftovers (careless eating?)

slight overeating of granola

currently overeating, overate... too much variety food?

..(cont)

bashing of shin on chinup bar while froliking upside down (

a pool bottom that is slippery

excessive eating of raw garlic

will I ever want to use the $9.00 in spices I bought from fairway? Can't wait for bland food again.

means of managing overeating problem.

reason for unspiced food.

the granola was good, but uncooked rolled oats are better.

remember! don't forget.

What shall I do with avacado, apples, kiwis... other things I don't normally buy?

got letter from Jane De Lay, first ballet teacher.

on purple, flowery, lady jane stationery.

eating oats, to c-  ?

sara did not take may quaker letter.

1616 no longer desire to eat, not yet spitting stuff up.

sara left earrings and cook book given to her by william brauner who

she has many guy friends, maybe she'd like to talk about them, but I have not yet asked her about many of them (so many)

I am slumping in chair, feeling the energy drain (?) of having eaten too much.

things are wonderful!

..(continued)
metro card expired, but I stepped over turnstile (I am tall and had little stuff)  (and again on way home)

guy on asphalt asked if I was using rim I was standing near while dance exercising.

missed elevator leaving immed. but nice to talk with other who also

had to focus on work, but work is not bad, It is for money (at this point)

emailed sister dana dastardly email (after work) (people wonder why chris hangs with you with the way you were acting, what's up?) be careful dana!

postmark.net slow pageloads.

good no news.

damn $104 in memory is going to virginia, not nyc. bought in too much haste the day before.

(started eating again (rasins) put this stuff away colin)

I shall walk down and call them and see if can change..

I have a sample of sara's handwriting now-

1651 that appears to have been a fairly painless ($10 + calling card minutes, + time 10min calling, 10 min emailling)mistake, but could have been prevented with more care, less rush.

Need to work on buying technique.

spitting up has commenced, mostly oats, nothing unpleasant. Energy level, decent, no crash and sleep today it looks like.

parents don't have to deal with my problem! (shipping mistake)


..(continued)
now I could detail every minor detriment to a wonderful day, and perhaps I might, as an exercise

death is nigh

I lost it-

so , what now?

try web project?


and the non-enjoyment, business like of reviewing schedule for conference.
I remind myself that I need things other than sara (or whomever) (lydia) and that is what this is. (ca n'est pas ca) printer not printing (due to hang up graphics of other job?)

not eating.

wished to leave immed.

eye warfare on subway (it is tough when one noticeably radiates health, love, etc.)

and further back?

cleaning up after anne & cats prior to sara, whose allergies still were a problem-

nothing else bad

except what I do not notice that could be better! (?)

alphamemory.com

love getting to have cell phone off (sara and I already talked today-- she's out communing with self for a while)

electricity burn (smell)

beautiful and fast woman at Jonj pool

carmenocal

tuesday had nice feeling. walk to fairway via central park after afternoon hacking evaling cms (content management system) alternatives to zope's cms.

beautiful people, so many

quiet peacefulness

loving sara yesterday

how does one feel older than someone (sara v me, me v joanna)

the loving giddiness I felt oneday  (noted here?)

the cooking project.

I slept next to her and let her be, because she asked so

on the floor

"do you feel older than me?

(nodding, and-)

2128 ate many oats and rasins when probably did not need to, but now, rasins are gone, and oats are almost, then shall be back to normal- nothing left that I love to eat and eat. (rasins + oats are a problem)

0041 made some good progress with zope cmf.


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