Wed 02 Oct 1996 13:55
saw R and Kr today

any coherent view of anything I had is badly disturbed. Well time will take care.

The issue still is this fail memail mix up,

Asked Kr if she understood and said no, you have to say it.

I don't think I was much help for her today

inability to concentrate.

if I were going to meet a guy (right) I would have stopped to say hi to R, but I walked on,
slowly.

would like to hold hands with everyone. not but

oh ell.

10:50

I got to visit Re and Ilona and Krista and
this was very nice

a lot of funny things


friends

so far,
good, think

autre sara

swim

bed
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Tue 01 Oct 1996 12:20
about taking more art history,
it would be fun to find someone, and hang out in the art library and look at slides
sometime. rebecca

to help people find a place in life?

what is the deal here, is there any way, or does the person simply have to ask? what she
needs?

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What is it whereby someone is able to find work she likes doing, finds meaningful, for a
lifetime?


for a lifetime?

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5:05pm

Biological Psychology

In short, I recommend your being very cautious about using the term mind, if you use it at
all.


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How to stay vital without thinking about it for 5hours a day.

not a way, especially when I have to write a paper.

The needs are, to understand my needs. All work in this direction is most vital

no.

the needs are to be met, all activity in this direction is more vital than understanding
needs,
soma

with in the confines of society

The work I need to do needs to allow me to meet my needs, and to understand the needs I
have.

The paper I am writing needs to stay vital.

without the paper, I can lapse in to the not as important and focus on the work, that is
mostly for rational gain. Chemistry, spanish, even biopsych to some degree.

The paper is what I have now, let us go.

I want to discuss the experiences when we feel most vitally alive, in order to

standard, standard rx

say hi to Krista-

feel the underlying tension that makes the dependence on the categorical programmed
pattern for interaction.

feel the

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feel the question I have as Ilona comes down the stairs, as she walks by and see me as
her,
asking,
more feeling,
is  something out of place

who is this person
who is rebecca
and will she be around

rebecca

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oral mode cmu

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rebecca is so nice

I need to be careful about things like,
poor rebecca,
now you have to throw it away,

what else
just anything, any imposition.

She listens it seems and leaves me to be,

Just accepting, I guess,
accepting

not only

I need to take care of her

I need to take care of myself.

need to care myself when i am with her.


mm

guesses1135

that's right, and, were you listening?

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react to psychological egoism is invalid-
how so?

someone may act in a way not in their self interest

a self interested because a se
the writers on egoism and altruism are messed, see OX

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