Sat 28 Dec 1996 20:17
Did not get much exercise today, but did not eat much, I slept very little, 4:30 to 8:30 abouts

and am still fine, after feeling a little tired. Read the happiness book by Baucom. Now I'm in the van on the way back from williams berg and because this thing lights I can use it in the car. It's about a 2.5 hr ride.

On the way down, I practiced meditating, or praying, because, apparently, it's been proven to work. This time, I prayed to or at Rebecca, thinking about her, and then spending some time listening to her. I think about her a lot, and it is interesting to think about all this family stuff, to see all these old fat ugly married people walking around holding hands.

It was nice to see David and family, and to see Williamsburg, because there are many people and few cars. Parents were talking about retirement, a sad thing, I think.

Still hoping I can find something to keep me involved all my life. Needs to be , needs to be.

Listening to Garrison K. can only laugh now-- Well, let's try.

So Never know, never can plan, always to feel vitally involved in living. We are working on the problem of a sustainable soc, and on the problem of a soc conducive to HAPs/SAs. Is this work I can die

Must be operable on a very small scale. Like a group of friends. And what do we do?
what do I do? Read about it, write about it, talk about it
do it.

More actually don't do.

Well, that's it good night. Yeah, that's it.

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