Wed 17 Jul 2002 15:27
(from slashdot) pud said to scratch your itch. chances are others have the same one. /similar. Like harry brown's Advertise!

work bad

pissing off ann not good (er. she getting herself pissed off)

still feeling anemic.

roasting soaked / sprouted soybeans

Feeling that I shall stay in job till they fire me or till I get my web site(s) going.

How hard is it to get this kind of work done?

will I really create something I wish to advertise?

others wish to advertise.

                       EXPERIENCEARTIST.ORG

I think I can.

need time, need time.

I have time.

1606 soaked/sprouted baked soybeans appear to be a winner. Minimal effort required. Cheap. fill me up (difficult). with any luck, no digestive problems (gas) like with soynuts.

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I'm not sleeping nor am I energetically working. Just laying here feeling tired (clearly I have recovered somewhat). Perhaps due to blood going to stomach. after eating a lot. And it being warm.

I can't wait to live where there are no cats and no cat hair.

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good to be back, good to have had a break, good to get to pool to rinse off, good to see sara.

the money talk

the look of hate from (or refusal to recognize) anne

the killing of the pigeon.

and I didn't really care to stop, so absorbed in (?)

nor did I stop after sara queried, or after I stopped, I did not stop.

and so, passerby did nothing as a pigeon was killed slowly by 12 year old boys (did little)

if it were a rat?

glad to be here.

not caring what sara thinks(?)

not caring.

tired, anemic(?)

she is so vivacious sometimes. so vivacious

and she said, "shut up, I'm talking!" or something like that...

I sometimes buy a lottery ticket-

she said-

and If I had millions and did not think about money-

and I think,

that it wouldn't matter to colin, if he had millions, it would be irrelevant, and that is (one reason) why I like you--

I try-

yes I tried, and it used to be true!

but now, if I didn't have to think about money, four more hours/day would be mine, and I would be free to live wherever, though I'd probably live on the streets, or with whomever might give me shelter, not wishing to waste money on a confining space.

I hate to make money because it pays for a government I do not believe in which kills more than pigeons.


some point out that is a self-destructive way to look at things.

taxes are voluntary.

life is voluntary

I burnt my last batch of soynuts.

not badly.


talking with sara I realized I forgot a query in my prototype:

How would you wish to be helped? (to experience vitality and meaning)

Yes, I would Like to stay over tomorrow evening.

I do need to do weights, but for now- the maintenance will s-

to pare down the default CMF and get something I like.

may take a while.

sara, What will you continue to mean to me?

she liked that my mood was subdued- she was the vivacious one.

I was worried she might not value my anemicness.

rebecca is smart, worked hard and kicked tail.


o learn slackware.



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