Sun 21 Jul 2002 17:41
edwina

2047
so is it
to find
in this small room
looking out the window
setting sky
talking to swimmers early
no one
and working on this machine
the basic site is stripped to all but a basic nav aid
and I'm ready to start building

this is what I do.

silence
stationaryness
the content of a mind in a desert

valuing not being drawn out of its own realm

I look out the window
setting sky
worlds



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Sat 20 Jul 2002 09:29
I'm on the subway-
there's things I wrote in my notepad that I thought were interesting but notenough that I feel like transcribing here.

Andrea this morning (the andrea from long ago who came once then only came again last saturday)

mons pubis

thin wispy side

but I am quite satiated w/ respect to sex with woman drive

sara's body without clothes in the morning supine or prone- prone

the computer is my home

I could live in a box almost, like the one in neuromancer

the pages I construct become a place where I go to work,
and I want rounded edges on-
I do design.

maybe next weekend I would,

she was very friendly and it would have worked to talk with her more

but I had eaten milk and other things, which even though I spit tons up, not really minding, sort of expecting, got plenty of work done, because I wasn't tired, resting-

and this morning too, seeing rather a lot of the curdled milk protein that apparently my stomach does not want, at least in that amount.

I had eaten milk and felt like swimming strong, because I was no longer wispy vegan myself.

a couple was sitting across from me-

she is fine, and old, possibly fifty or -

thoughts with sara?

feeling like I am building my school (experienceartist) and loving that.

the problem of people's eyes like that woman half of the couple. she has platform shoes

losing.

god - - wonderful.

and kino:

an instrument is closest to having a mate-

yes and, for me my computer
and,
also,
today, this violin.

her eyes are gone I can look straight ahead.

effect of eyes.

"what one does in present/future
can affect the future meaning of past events-

if experienceartist continues-

then its beginning becomes more significant and perhaps more studied and contemplated and more special

at the time, it was a shot in the dark

now it is still a shot in the d--
0943

1102

Therapeutic Activities

The Hebrew Home for the Aged at Riverdale, a nationally acclaimed geriatric center located on 19 acres along the Hudson River, seeks a full time and part time creative arts therapist.


The primary responsibility of this position is plan, organize, develop and facilitate therapeutic activities for residents in accordance with the residentís assessment and care plan in effort to meet the physical, psychosocial, cognitive, educational, emotional and spiritual well being of each resident. Requires B.A./B.S. in Recreation with CTRS certification. Experience with skilled nursing and short-term rehab units preferred and demonstrated ability to document in clinical charts.


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For more information visit our web site: www.hebrewhome.org
EOE


    Assistant Professor of Recreation (Tenure-Track)      Chicago State University
Health and Wellness Teacher  


http://www.ceap.wcu.edu/hhp/students/JeffMansfield/methods/methods.html

Art, music and dance, aquatic exercises, structured social events, outdoor learning experiences, behavior management, lifestyle counseling, reality orientation, remotivation, and family therapy are all tools of the trade.



proxy off, students playing online pool-- recreation therapy to hal-- whoops?

1313
foolish response to sybase article mentioned on slashdot:
(article: needs work)
remember the nurenburg trials?
The US gov't is the terrorist and you're helping it!
http://www.google.com/search?q=war+tax+resistance
sybase@j9k.com

perhaps the maintainers of that page aren't the most appropriate audience for that-- but that really can't hurt

here's an illustrative point: from nytimes front page today:

Flaws in U.S. Air War Left Hundreds of Civilians Dead
By DEXTER FILKINS
The American air campaign in Afghanistan, based on a high-tech, out-of-harm's way strategy, has produced a pattern of mistakes that has killed upward of 400 civilians.

in fact the whole nytimes page reads like leftist vegan non-violence propoganda!

(or, with the stock market rout added in, news I find satisfying to see there for some reason).


all right,
1333
I've been dinking around with various things (since 10am) email mostly and not getting to my c=64 project

Or working on my web site--
I'll start now?


gabbing with hal market, psychology of money.
1640
disk1 is blank data disk
disk2 is data disk 1
disk3 is labeled paperbackwriterII

2002-07-20-2054
the disks were readable, the diskdrive worked.
did not work with first computer I tried, but worked beautifully with second.

Anne is still being taciturn and probably will be from now on (?)

I've experienced worse.

amazing that people who treat themselves so badly continue to live so long.

I would be worried about her doing something underhandedly evil to me if I crossed her too much- but I don't think her craziness actually extends that far.

I am perhaps perceived as inconsiderate because I don't wear a shirt- and never asked her if it was o.k. with her. But that is how I am. (stretching the bounds of what is o.k. to suit myself - dad)

It has occurred that there is a relation between me griping about her animals and [her] disrepect to her tenants and her asking me to move out.
Perhaps though, she does have a niece who might be coming to visit from Switzerland (CH?).

I spent a long time playing in bryant park, dancing, exercising, did practice violin, harmonica, jaw harp, voice. Mary O'Brien reminder sitting near by almost the whole time. tight lipped self discipline
pondering, though and perhaps writing in a notepad.

a very nice day.

and do I wish I had someone like sara to love, to see in the p.m.

yes.

I shall try andrea, when I get a chance.

though I am fine with this way, and

definitely appreciate this expanse of time, no plans.

wrote:
"smell of sara
inhaling her

voice sedgwick article-
base of primary relationships

|o| book for reading on train |o|


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