Sun 07 Apr 2002 20:05
The issues of putting other people's creations and pictures of them on
this web site without asking them. I could do it in a way so that they
would not likely find it, but I want them to find it. If they say, "you
freak! please take my pikture off!" I expect I will, or require
authentication to view it, or something. Christine Ennis in particular.
She was a freshman or sophomore when I was a senior, and she caught my
eye--I wrote her a letter/gave her a call, and she actually returned I
think--but by that time I was in Maui. When I look at the TJ alumni
site, it looks like she might not have stayed at my highschool... In my
art class, they happened to have an old roll of yearbook pictures for
use in collages.
Now that I'm older (because I have had more opportunity to follow up
such leads), I know that "catching of one's eye" does not mean that I
strike the one who struk me as as interesting as s/he struck me. Or
that with someone who first struck me as interesting there might not be
continuing mutual interest. And yet, the visual filtering of people one
might choose to meet is an interesting phenomenon. At the rave, there
was one woman, probably quite younger than me, who after watching for a
while, I thought, briefly, for whatever reason, she seems to be my
kind. It's funny to use the word 'rave.' It struck me as being like a
dance party that I've been to before. I did only stay till 11:30 or so,
and was not as excited about dancing once the floors became full. I, to
some extent had a ball with my personal, autistic dance form while the
rusty hold of the ship was populated only by dancefloor observers and a
DJ, wearing my jazz shoes, and work gloves, possibly getting my picture
taken doing plies and leg extensions, grovelling on the floor,
(interfacing, rather), or who knows what else.
Jesse Kingsley is the other, and Kyle Decker of course--really anyone
whose full name I use here and is a unique name, could conceivably find
this site-
I hope to be leaving this subject for good, soon. But, it seems... well, nevermind!
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