Fri 30 Aug 1996 10:00
I realize all that I do now. I am able to type in this book because it
satisfies another part of my brain and body, while the other is lacking.
the other is lacking.
it is still hell, but I am able to continue living.
Is this a good thing?
Is there any way out?
i realize all that i do.
call r
call s
call k
play soccer
call s2
I know what my problem is. I know I cannot do anything about it alone, except maybe eat.
I am alone, .
-- we are the source of all significance
this is more wrong, why make a statement
study the brain
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Fri 30 Aug 1996 20:00
Mistakes with Mollie,
Critical Mass,
Tara, Jeff, Nick, Aussie.
Amy
loving.
I am getting to be ok.
Loving and feel loved, especially amy
then rebecca.
n forget salad, and
you see how mundane.
All talk,
no thought, but for mental health, and is not a thought
This is a problem, well, I hope I live.
I don't want to bother him
I don't want to bother him.
mindless selfless
wHat was stupid?
I feel I have messed with two people in a way to cause tension and problems in their lives.
A relationship I only dream about.
And I have.
It seems I will
as long as I talk only to the women and not the men.
good night.
This is the question of whether a woman with a man can have other good male friends
though I do not consider myself that.
or a man with a woman can have other good femaile friends
The strangeness here is the fear that she would go away.
I don't know these questions, feelings Ideas.
I leave them for you
And I wonder.
Kr
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