Sun 22 Sep 1996 05:45
how to deal with the distraction
physical sexual
whatever conflict
masturb
so
wait
how
not so simple
any more

1310
she's taken me

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yikes remember what love
I wrote to that orange haired woman,
wusd

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Sat 21 Sep 1996 19:23
Rbec called,

I am so quiet, there is a question, and it is, how many, does she know, do I know?

hmm, this is a little iffy now, a little playing in a void,
where nothing goes
vapor swirls as you move.

You guys,

I don't know what to do,
but read on, and wait.
Playing carefully and
for the long-term,
and her wholeness.

What have I writ
what does she experience?

What do you experience?

fine
love

hey, quiet, hey there
the black haired girl
girls
Krista
Christa

white and form
imperious strong

like a soldier
legs shoulders' width apart
hands there, waist, chest up,

and into the chair like launching
a catapult.

White, smooth, red, black

marble tainted rose
and whose
eyes?

And who has the self to take it now? Not all, not all,

I imagine what she felt and I know it now, willing to ----, it's been done.

And who has the self to take it?

I know there are more?

every single one

and I cry
because I do not see them all.
I cannot?

try it this way-

hey, Rebecca,
love,
colin-
savor
and

I


don't


know

--

will

--

it is like before with slb

why this suspension of reaction? whole in savor

walking with kristin and little too close


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