Wed 09 Jan 2002
Dear life,
What is your name?
Is this a good thing, getting be-e-etter...

today, need sleep. Leave asimov book at work so it is not an issue at home. Need to return to the days of old with Pilar/ Nadia, when there was nothing to do in the evenings but go to bed early.

So, will probably be going skating with Carmen this weekend. I did a not so good job of asking her. Perhaps because I was feeling small, younger than her, and some of the status bug is biting. So, the saga begins again. And I am reminded why people seek to end the process. Though perhaps someday I can be loving, excited in every aspect of it? How much of a difference would it make if I were established successful in some area. Well, I don't know. Sleep some tonight, and you'll probably feel better. Effects of met-rx?
What about Peter?
need girlfriend, or perhaps, just need to dance...
Which is it?
Affect control theory.

This research endeavor. Am I doing it just so I can be content to spend my days dancing? Where is the future in dance? Can I simply spend all my money and time on dance and be content? I don't want to be a research asst on a visual perception study till I die. I don't want to be a waiter till I die? I shall study sociology, teach it, and perhaps do research.

Getting what you came for:



What is left to do with paper:
o bibliography (not long)
o faculty research interests (significant project)
o style checking (keep style book with you)
o windsurfing book title.
o adding, updating (include current position), and reformatting of resume (perhaps like stuart brand's?f)

o mom/anne, what happened to my package??????
o library books due the 14th.


to do list (write above)
o The book, getting what you came for.
o What was my old windsurfing book?
o style, regarding citation of books...
o transcript request!
o UW Career center rec letter mgmt service.!
o typing up application & revise essay.
o hd-108
o order nutrition express met-rx order
o is homage singular.
o vrij uni brussel or brussels?
o order computer part to get data off compaq.
o read how buildings learn!
o library books
o backup essay to ureach.
o weds. cuny graduate center. Print & email essay hal & jerry. Pref before work so can go straight to cuny grad center if classes have already started. Could check schedule at city college.

o corbis, crow, raven pref for novelty citation.
o download free dictionary for p.c.!!!!!!!!!! gnu.org
o cut hair
o fix web page - being_hs especially. Upload writings to new site. stuff from compaq?
o amalgamated? agglomerated?
o prepo w torn? dict.
o what is pareto optimal
o don't say "anyways" too often.
o I need a good dictionary.
o connector for hd in old compaq contura aero, so can hook it up to an IDE slot..... or buy other compaq with floppy.
o transcript request!
o finish typing
o pilar's birthday
o that economists recommended style book.

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