Thu 17 Oct 1996 12:37
too many people I know have cars. use them
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Fri 18 Oct 1996 16:10
my mind is blown, It is really inappropriate to write here. I should just sit and stare into the
distance, recieving visual input but not looking at anything

I saw becca again. and again, and again,
and I see her now.
She is nice,
I wonder if I may speak to her. her. to her.

This is become routine, not new, if you notice

pulling for reaction

there is too much to even start,
and
I would rather remember it, daydream, etc than
write,
just need more time to do that,
then I can write for you too,
love,
sara,
love,
becca,
love,
tarin,
love,
joanne,
love,
Kristin,
loving loving,
love,
kristin,
and
who,
is,
rebecca?

I don't know
play and ploy
scream
don't tell
it is not that far away.

tiredness,
serenity
consctruction,
and the horror of reliving my speech.

I should save the video tape

tell me sister tell me mom,
and let me do my chem work.


sacraficed p's
no there is a reason behind these things'

chemistry.
swimming.

when,
her,
again,
and who is she,
also

writing is my playing?
on occasion

I want her to drool so on me.

green
creen
you're wonderful

monterey,

I want to take her.

night and bye.

who is she.

serene,
stillwoman
female.

crin

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